“I’m done” she said as she stared blankly at the dark sky. “I am tired of trying to get your attention, I can’t continue forcing this relationship anymore. Because that’s what it is, isn’t it? Forced. Forced on my part because you don’t love me anymore and you feel too bad to tell me so instead you write it all over your face and wait until I finally, finally get the message. But the sad thing is I tried so hard to get you to love me because you are everything I ever wanted. But I am done. You win, I officially have nothing else to offer you.”
I wrote this when I was possibly at the lowest point of my life, and whereas I don’t consider myself “over it” because I loved him very much, I think a part of me always will.. but I am happier now. Much happier.
I think people forget that the most important thing is your own happiness and to jeoprodise that for someone else is an incredibly dangerous game because there is a chance you could end up broken, like I was. But for anyone wondering, it does get better.
You thought it was over until you decided it’s not. One day you decided to put an end to everything and in that split moment, you decided No, you’re going to keep going because you know you are worth so much more. That’s what “;” stands for
if i like you, we don’t have to go out on dates all the time, you can literally hmu saying you have errands to run if i wanna come with you. i’m down for that because in the end i just wanna spend time with you
when someone fucks you over, don’t you dare ask yourself, “what did i do to deserve this?” NOTHING. you didn’t do shit. someone taking advantage of your kindness will never be your fault.
